The Gift of Wiise Words - PONDER - CONTEMPLATE - QUESTION

A GOOD ENOUGH MEDITATION -- Kinda' Off The Wall...


" What Happened ? "

ITs ONLY GOOD ENOUGH.
How About
IT's ONLY
A GOOD ENOUGH MEDITATION ? 
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" I DIDN'T GET
ENOUGH LOVE
AS A CHILD "
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How Come ?
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It's All An Unintended Set Up
By A Child's Own Unconscious
For “Future Communication
Failures” in Contradiction
With The Opposite Experience of
Feelings Actually Experienced
That Felt Like Irritation
or Felt Like Love.
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‘Know What ?’ --
Everybody Elsewhere
Everyone Everywhere
Didn't Even Get Close To
ONLY GOOD ENOUGH.
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BIRTH: Once A 'Promised Love'
That FAILED So Naturally into
Stress - Anxiety - Depression
Confused Misunderstanding.  
A Magical "Supposed-to" Be That 
Classic Bonding in The Expected 
CONSISTENCY of Devine LOVE
-- That Just DIDN'T HAPPEN …
Post-Natal Suffering Did Happen...
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The World Too, In Deep Dismay,
Painfully Suffers The Worst of
The 'UNDESIRABLE' TOXIN
That Notion: I Am Definitely
UNDESIRABLE, UNWELCOME,
UNWANTED HERE -- Sent Away
The # 1. Big Huge FEAR of ALL
for EVERYONE, EVERYWHERE.
We ALL Carry It So Fearful Within --
Where Nobody Was Given To
in Open-Hearted Generosity
ONLY NOT WITH-HOLDING
ONLY NOT GOOD-ENOUGH is
An Acceptable GOOD-ENOUGH
ONLY IF CONSISTENT  With LOVE.
CONGRUENT RELIABLE LOVE -- 
As A Cuddled Child Absorbs Mommy's Energy--Except Mommy is NOT A GOOD ENOUGH Lover.­­­­
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Hardly Anyone
Got Through It
UN-DEPRESSED
and UNSCATHED
BUT It Did Get Us
THIS FAR -- By
The Simple Grace of
True 'Appreciation'
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Here's The Thing:
To Be Undesirable
is Not Desirable --
and Just Not Lovable. "But Mommy/Daddy
I Bring You ALL of Me"
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An Individual Person
May See Themselves As
An Un-Love-able Partner
or Inept at Love-ability --
or Too Moody or Unstable
At Core, Self-Created,
They Tried Therapy --
Naively Wanting Me --
But Just A Little Bit,
Just 'Not Enough' --
It Left Me Craving,
Just So Hungry
-- A Very Needy
Little Child
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Everyone's Classic Fear:
The Dreaded Curse of
'REJECTION and the
"Not Good Enough-mind"
Dukkha: The Buddhist
Suffering In The Fear of
Impermanence Anicca
That Strikes Any One
Any Body Any Where
"Any Which Way
Six Ways to Sunday"
-- Any Damn Way
ANYWAY, I Hurt.
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Leaving Me Needy,
Angry and Confused
( Loba, Dosa, Moha )
...--- Sad, Huh ? ---
Mind-FULLY Aware
Yes, It Felt Like That.
Not Remarkably New
Getting Way Too Old...
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'Cept If You Can Teach
Yourself To Begin Loving
YOURSELF, First of All
-- Buddha said: It's
Gotta Be YOU First !
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So I Sincerely Asked --
" Which way is The Way ?
The Way Outta' Here ?
-- Completely ? -- Done."
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Someone Pointed
n' said Confidently
"That-a-Way" and
Pointed East. --------------------
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~A~

 
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